Sunday, December 18, 2005
Ok it's now 11.45pm.. 14hrs and 15 mins to getting my results... Can cry can?!?!?...
*move your body girl* Oops..listening to the radio.... not enough that i have to go and collect my results tomm.. i need to go to the freaking choir practice!! Oh GOD!! Must i really..... but what to do? could not say no to afifah.. Dammit...
it's now 11.48pm!!! (ok this is dumb i know..)
can one of you bring a tissue box to school tomm? on top of all this fiza wants to come with us? like more pressure.... and my siblings were like " oh hor... tomm your results...oh hor!!"
WHAT THE HELL RIGHT!!!
shit! Shit! SHIT!!!!!!!!!!
dammit... i am scared!!! like freakingly freaked out scared!! you don't understand....
aaaRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!
must it be tomm.. i dont want any of this to change.. i dont want what i have now to ever change... can someone please play the repeat button.... damn...
11.53pm!!!!!
to Mr.Nightmare Man... please dont disturb me tonight ok? i don't want to see myself crying with a paper in my hand.. or i dont want to see me holding a paper slip with the number 13 on it!!!! NO MORE i tell you.. NO MORE..... i cannot handle it!!!!!!!!!!!
good luck ya'll..
take care..
see ya'll tomm i guess..
suji