Friday, September 29, 2006
why are the intro songs to Sun TV's dramas turning into a mini music video?? soo annoying.. not that i am a fan of their dramas.. 30 mins to a drama, 15 mins goes to the advertisments, 5 mins goes to the song intro,5 mins of the recap, crying parts and slow motion moves and onli the last 5 mins are the dialog.. and for this 5 mins, my mom wakes up from her naps religiously at 11 am to watch her fav drama... haiz.... the thought of O levels just freak me.. it feels like the year onli started and now we have passed all the wonderful times and it has all come down to this.. this point of our life... where the marks we get now will determine where we go and what we will do in life.. haiz.. quite sad actually... this marks determining our life... what if we dont do well and dont attain the cut out points required to go into a course we really like?? freaky i know... but that life in singapore.... so 15 point and below here i come!!!! thats all i have to say for now.... and oh.. sorry if all my past post have been a tad depressing.. i was in a quirky zone.. lol..
Saturday, September 16, 2006
I'm a happy happy girl.. no more depressing entries from now on... my mind is cleared... thank you very much....
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Do you people not get english? Do you not know how to read? when i say do not msg me on msn if u have nothing important to say.. i really mean DO NOT MSG ME ON MSN IF U HAVE NOTHING IMPORTANT TO SAY.. or are you just too densed to understand?? for the love of god.. you do not want to add fuel to the fire with me today. You will not hear the last of it.. I'm in a pissy offy mood today. If u mess with me:U WILL DIE!!!!
AARRRGGGGGHHH!
Oh and can u friggin people STOP asking me what i'm going to study for the ss or maths or whatever exam is coming out the next day.. I will study whatever i want.. why do you want to know soo much? waht are you going to study onli whatever i told you i was going to study? no right.. then why the toot are you asking me all these stupid questions!! I TELL YOU, YOU BETTER STOP ASKING ME QUESTIONS THAT IS JUST A WASTE OF MY TIME!!!
And you bloody typical mama.. I dont bloody care what you do with your studies. Just dont mess with mine. You are very good at making ppl do things for you. you bloody piece of shit.. i have had it with the both of you.. I cannot be bothered what you do with your life.. i dont wanna know anything bout it anymore so STOP talking to me about it. i dont wanna hear your bloody voice anymore.. YOU BLOODY MAMA.. and do your own bloody work.. I got the same notes as you. I have the same teacher as you. So tell me, Why the hell am i able to do all mine own my onw but you cant even write a sentecne which is originally yours on your own??? tell me tell me.. I knwo you have just copied whatever i have done.. so dont be a mama and keep on deniying it..
EEEEeeee!!! I've had it with all these ppl!! just let me do my O's and let me out of here!!
so from now on I'm allergic to fakers and losers....
i'm itiching already....
skrew u toots...
Saturday, September 09, 2006 What can i say. She is funny, sweet, pretty, wild, lazy(hehe) and now we have prove that she is very smart... Bachelor of Business with Distinction..*dont play play ar*. I bet all those shallow no life toots out there are killing themselves right now coz they know they are no where as good as my sis. Bloody arsehole. If you people are soo free, go play with the traffic. Thanks.
couple of things happened...
First of all: MY SISTER'S CONVOCATION!!
Teachers day is over too.. *N5* we rocked!! hehe..
My house warming paryers is also done.. took lots of pics but have not uploaded them yet.. hehe..
ok so today is my brother's 21st birthday! woohoo..
but heres the thing.. my brother is always in a world of his own.. Like sometimes my sis and I, we wonder if he was picked up form some street or if he is even human.. haiz... You people know i can spend alot rite.. and my sis can spend even more.. well my brother.. it takes him a month or even two months to clear 50 bucks.. give me 1 hours and 50 bucks is gone man...
today is his birthday.. you'd expect him to be all happy and smiles.. Think again people, this is MY bro we are talking about here.. he wakes up all grumpy due to lake of caffine.. grunts her and there. brushes his teeth and comes out.. when we wish him and goes to him to give a kiss.. what does he do?? Covers his cheeks and grunts somemore.. haiz... so sad ar... I tell you his girlfriend in the future is going to suffer.. i pity the girl.. lol *just kidding lah.. he is a wonderful guy ok...*
ok i have to go.. bye bye my dralings...
you know u love me...
muacks!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATTAH!!!!!
Friday, September 01, 2006
"Be strong, Be strong now. Dunnoe where she belong.."
It's at this precise moment that i need to be strong, but the truth is I'm not. I'm scared to think of what the outcome is going to be.. I hope it's not to late to wake up now.. Everyday i feel like crying.. but when I'm at home i dont have the privacy to be on my own and cry... when i take the opportunity to lock my self in my room to cry when i am supposedly changing, i hear a knok on my door and i can't cry my heart out.. I've been carrying alot of things in my heart i think i'm going to go mad if i dont let it out... and yes i'm crying now with my bro sleeping on the floor of my room.. (see what i mean.... no privacy)
but seriously.. i cannot take it or control it anymore.. Why do I always do it to myself.. I never say the things i wanna say cos i dont wanna hurt anyone else.. thus i keep hurting myself with my own thoughts...
Many of u are changing, for the worst. Dunnoe if u are aware of it.. It's not a pleasent thing to witness and i'm not liking it one bit... Whats up with your 'tude... pls change...
Yes, i do not know where i belong... even at home, i feel out of place... in school i feel like im not there with the rest even if i am..
whatever.. no one gives a shit bout what i think anyways..
suji
